beginning of a such a nice week turned into shit rather quickly with a lovely load of metaphorical steaming hot shit being dumbed in front of me. where to begin… i might as well start from monday.
Monday. (cursed be this awful day)
well everything starts as usual for every monday i have wake up early, i am suprised that my alarm clock has endured all these years of physical abuse which i smash every school day with a table shaking hit of a groggy fist and im not a morning person a pleasant one atleast. after noticin i forgot to buy bread on last couple of days my breakfest begins with rather audible “FUCK” since all i got in the fridge during that time is ketchup, mustard, some cooking oil, fifth of a cheese and half of a pack of margarin. so my days starts with only mug of instant cappucino after the cappucino is done i rapidly move in front of my computer turn it on, check the news RSS feeds and my email sit there drinking cappucino untill i consider my self awake enaugh. i get dressed pack my backbag and go to school 6 hours of mind numbing lectures later with two coffee breaks and a lunch behind me as im about to leave my teach asks me why i havent returned a report that was due last week. conversation went like this
teacher: could you come over here
me: yea sure what is it?
T: where is the report that was due week ago?
M: report? what report?
T: the report that your class was give assingment around late march?
M:… you mean when i wasnt in the class because i couldnt walk for a week? (that was because of busted ankle i had during that time)
T: *he checks the student list and notices i wasnt in that weeks class” seems like it.
M: i can try to do it for the next week
T: ok then im expecting it on my cubby end of the next week.
well to mention i wasnt happy about that little assingment being forgotten due to my classmates failing to tell me that we had to do it. especially since the teacher is so techonologically limited that he refuses to update his classes information which includes with every other teacher current assingments, due times and files that are meant to help with that subject or current assingment. so im stuck making the report which i got done on wednesday morning during a coffee break. (yes i have to work it in school during off hour and breaks because i cant access the school librarys ebook database from home) i got back home and again noticed that im missing the bread and everything else along with that i had recieved a bill from my ISP. well rest of the day went off rather comfortably so theres nothing to rant about it so ill move on to tuesday
Tuesday
i was supposed to go to Tax office in hour and half train ride away only because of arbitrary reason of me not being registered to my current munincipality that i live in, well i couldnt because today was physics laboratory and well the test equipment other things refused to function way they were meant to. so im bit cranky at that point since i had to spend two extra hours in there to getting everything right and douple checking it. so after i finally got back home all i felt like doing was collapse on my bed and work on some 3d model to unwind which wasnt really helped by my friends either distracting me or wanting me to join them to play some MMO game… i consider my self as a casual MMO player so i play when i feel like playing other wise it will feel like working rather than relaxing. well at this point of the week i realize that because im a student and dont really have much of an income my monthly money supply is running low and making it worse is that theres the upcoming May day holiday. so ill call my parents ask if they could sponsor me enaugh that i can last till friday they agreed.
Wednesday
well to begin this lovely day is my Mom calling way too early earlier than i usually wake up which is around 8 at wednesdays and she’s calling at 6. with only few hours of sleep behind me im bit antsy she tells me to come to wait at the parking lot since she’ll drop off some money for me as she’s going to work (not an office job nor any other stereo typical job… in that situation one of my thoughts were “does she have to be a construction worker?) well after getting the money i went back inside tried to sleep rest of the time and noticing i couldnt get any sleep. so i went ahead took a shower and made breakfest decided to play bit of The elder scrolls IV oblivion yea i know it sucks as an RPG that doesnt mean that its still a good game to kill time with. went to school experienced another series of mind numbing lectures. got back well today was with rather nice middle atleast untill the evening and following night. i managed to alienate one of my dearest friends with argument thats rudeness and inappropriate nature i managed completely fail to notice or comprehend… so now im screwed beyond belief since i didnt realize how badly i fucked up untill today. isit just me but i tend to suck with people badly… i imagine this screw up might have been avoided if i were better with people and social skills.
thursday
the may day well that day was ruined effectively by my realizing only the portion of how screwed i was not to mention being bored out of my mind because my friend wouldnt talk to me. well during that boredom i atleast got some work done.
Friday
thats today i finally got to tax office and figure things out in that regard. so today i wasnt in school because it was day off. so i spent most of today morning and afternoon in train or in the tax office, which isnt really something i enjoy due to excessive amount of people. i got back from there got my self bored again and well later this evening figured out the full extent of how screwed i am in the situation with that friend.
well thats it from the crappyness of this week.
Tags: bad week, friends, loneliness, personal, rant
